MORE BS

Feeling beat up and not fitting in yet again *sigh* I dont know why i keep trying. its insane i know. I keep expecting different results hoping someone will get it but nobody does, and if they do they certainly dont say they do. i dunno i think i need a cave.

if you are fluffy and into rainbow magic good for you. Just dont tell me its the only way.
if you are a trad thats cool, just dont tell me its the only way to be
if you are re constructionist of long lost belief system... its been lost and you cant do it online thats kind of an oxymoron, ya feel me?. its cool. just dont tell me its the only way to be.

by telling me your way is the only way or your way is the better way you are telling me that my gifts and my talents and my learning is useless and I shouldnt be doing it even though I have been doing it all my life. it hurts, it hurts a lot. it would be one thing if i was new to something like Norse, or Wicca, or Celtic ways.

i am going on hiatus .... be well good people and be true to yourselves

Laughing at myself

reputation and results are more important than title. most medical doctors say colic is just something babies get and it will pass, give the baby anti gas drops and sent a mother home with a screaming kid. there is a man here who cures colic by burning the baby's blanket and then passing the baby over the smoke...it freaking works! whos the doctor? the one with the title or the one with the cure? The title of doctor means that there was study done to know how heal and yet so many dont know their heads from their asses. it is said that "there are doctors and then there are doctors" language is far to limited. When i think of all the 15 yr old high priestesses out there, i think of how many of them are actually going to make GREAT witches? who knows? could be hundreds. it doesnt mean i follow their path but i have to respect the possibility. the fluffs who have proven themselves to want nothing more than a very christianized version of what witchcraft is, to me is a quack, just as a quack doctor is still a doctor....you know what i mean?
in the end words mean nothing, titles mean nothing....i say PROVE IT and that will mean everything.

after all the searching and defining and study.....sigh LOL

3 fold law

I was on a forum today and someone named a coven who he felt wronged him. He sighted that they turned him away and broke the 3 fold law. and yet he named the coven. doesnt that cause harm to the coven? was he trying to cause them the same hurt as they caused him? i thought the universe took care of that.

the 3 fold law means that what ever you do you get in return 3 times. if this is so i need some answers please.

1. if someone does good and good is returned 3 fold, in order to create balance in the universe, does this not mean someone HAS to do bad?

2. creating to much good for ones self is out of balance, and would create greed, gluttony, selfishness is this not bad and therefore creates balance?

3. and all in which i have to ask, does intent count when doing good?

4. if intent counts, isnt it all measured by thought not action?

5. why is there a 3 fold and commandment of harm none also?

6 what if i want bad things to happen to me so i can wallow in pity? harming people could be my avenue to do that.

7 is that why there is the harm none clause?

look i am not being cynical of religion and its practices. I frankly think some people need the practices to keep them in check. I just think that sometimes things look a bit odd to me.
I was brought up with the simple but effective sayings of "tit for tat" and "ya get what ya give" and anyone whos been in a fight knows that
1. thats a lie! someone always wins and someone always loses
2. even if it was true the person hurt wont ever be the same. and hurt for hurt only begets more hurt

be kind to each other good people. its simple. live, love and laugh, apologize, move forward, and be the best person you can be.