one of those days

yep its been one of those days. I just got home from vacation and I want to go back! Im frustrated, infuriated, aggravated, saturated, irritated and uninspired. People rely on me to be their crutch, their maid, their caretaker, their sole support system, and all around marble pillar. Look, I dont mind being these things once in a while but I am SO much more. I have way more to offer the world that what people want from me. I am not limited to the mundane things of this earth. Why do people insist on tethering me to it?

Enlightening Vacation

Last week I was in Austin with a very dear friend. She showed me so much about myself I dont think I could ever thank her enough. I went to see a Shaman and found I had more in common with his practices than any other person I have ever been in contact with. I felt a kindred knowledge of sorts. Then I met the small group. My heart could have exploded with such love and acceptance. It was amazing. I felt so at home. I had no real want or need for television, the only reason I went online was to post to my distant friends and family what I was up to. I had a lesson on crystals, painted a gourd, helped write a ritual, danced for almost a full day straight, I had to force myself to take time out to eat. I found out I still have my cat speak which to me is important. and I also found that when I am excited it is very hard for me to keep quiet and be still. I will have to work on this. Im sure I must have come off like an idiot more than once. I am in love with being with those people, in that place. It just doesnt get any better!

Learning to recognize psychic abilities

While watching a television program on psychic kids a few days ago, I thought I would put some of the basic lessons a try. I put to mind a local crime case, the face of the victim (as best I could remember it) and closed my eyes and instantly a vision came to me. a street sign with a number. I then put the number into google maps only to find that the place I saw in my mind was only just a short distance from where the person was last seen. The area is someplace I have never been to so there is no way I could have known the street. Today in the news, I read that the police are going to be searching further into the crime. If they discover something in the area I saw in my vision I will have proof of my ability. Doing something meaningful is all I have ever wished to do. I do healings and spirit work but this just would take on a whole new meaning and purpose.