under attack

Do you ever feel like saying, Look, I don't want to fight. You don't want me to fight. You have no idea what I can do. I can ruin your day. Please don't make me break out the blades.

Im doing some serious banishing and have come under physical attack. It would seem I have struck a cord in a big problem. I hope it goes away because I don't want to have to get my nasty out to play. I mean I will, but I don't want to have to. There is always a HUGE flare of angry woman after I have to get my mean on. It kind of sticks with me. UGH. I hope I don't have to spend my day tomorrow getting ugly.

Paula Dean

You know what? I don't get all the fuss. Do I like the word? NO WAY! Does it shock me that she used it? NO WAY! Look people, its like this. You all were horrified to learn she was a diabetic but weren't at all shocked. Why weren't you shocked? Because she is a chef who cooked in high fats high sugars and tons and tons of it. Her food is typical southern cooking at its finest. Take her age and her location of birth and you have a typical southern woman raised to think and say certain things. Yes, people in the south still use the "N" word like its nothing. I got news for you. ALL the races use it like its nothing and most folks accept it as norm down here. No I don't think its right. I think the word is demeaning no matter who uses it and it shouldn't be accepted by anyone for any reason. That being said, women have taken on the word "bitch" and don't find it offensive. Men call each other fuckers and nobody takes offense to it. Don't give me the line that the "N" word means something worse than "f**ker". F**ker is an old English name for legal rapist. "Bitch is a female dog both are every bit as bad as "N". No I wont use the "N" word because I was raised not to use it. Does that make me a racists? Maybe, I don't know. What I do know is that its not fair for Paula to be fired from her job while Chris Rock and Eminem use the word and their careers soar. If you don't like someones views on something don't buy their product. She was fired by a bunch of hypocrites. She was fired because they loved her stuff so much they couldn't see passed their own lust to see what was really behind it.

I dont know if I will ever understand how business works and who has a say it what will be presented and what wont. Chefs, Musicians, Comics, Poets, and the like are all artists. How is it one can have a job and the other cannot based on a single word, that only has one definition, that all of them use.

Good Gods People!

Today I am a little miffed with zealots. Every stinking time someone cries for help with something, some random person nobody even knew was in the room says, "Go Straight to church for that, God can fix you right up". What if the problem isn't a religious one and "God" wants you to fix it yourself so you can grow as a human being? I mean really?? Why do people externalize solutions to personal problems? If its personal then the solution is inner not outer. Grow people GROW!! If you don't grow you will be sent back here for a 2nd time to do it all over again only to inflict the human race with more crap. STOP IT! consider yourself verbally bitch slapped and blocked for life... I aint got no time fo dat!

Demon Banishing

Lately people have been dragging out spirit boards "playing" around trying to communicate with the dead. Curiosity is healthy and I can't say that I blame them. But not knowing what you are communicating with and not heeding more than a few warnings about portals and knowledge of the tool being used, I can't help but feel weery. If you are going to play with fire you better have some fire safety courses under your belt. For the past two or three days there has been much talk on the subject of demons and how to get rid of them once they have arrived. I think its about time I post my experiences and opinions here.

I have banished two demonic spirits in my life. One was a human possession and the other was conjured to perform harm to another human being.

The first banishing happened when I was young. I had help from a local Christian pastor, or more like the pastor had help from me. It took two days non stop praying and working to rid a woman of this horrible thing. I was sick for a week after. Then I had to under go a cleansing of my own. I suffered from depression for quite a while after that, without understanding why.

The second experience was more recent and I worked alone. It took over a week to complete the ritual. The work was intense. I had to bind the demon and bind the hate in the person who conjured it. I could feel the strain in my tools and in my home. Once the deed was done I was drained for three months. Not because I did anything the wrong way, but because my own personal battle was taking place. You see, when you do this kind of work it is like putting a gang member in jail. Sure the guy who did the crime is no longer a threat but he has friends. He has a LOT of friends. You have to be prepared for the onslaught of crap that will occur following all your hard work. One slip up and you could experience some terrible things. Things you wont understand. Thoughts of suicide, temporary blindness, pets dying or running away, marriage problems, a sense of non stop frustration like listening to a dripping faucet yet everything "looks" normal. You have to understand that these things can and do happen if you are not prepared, learned, and in good health. Sometimes they happen anyway. You have to know what to do, when to do it, and how long to do it for. The battle is long and very hard with demons.

So please, understand why people who have experienced this kind of thing respond so strongly to possible mistakes and errors or simple carelessness in the communications with spirits made by others. We can't help it. We know what happens to you and your family, and we know what happens to us who have to work so hard to help you when things go wrong.

Many Blessings
Val

Knowing what to do when

Today was a learning day for me. I had to walk away from 3 conversations because nothing I said was being heard. I think everyone has days like this. Spirit is very loudly saying shut up and just entertain yourself with other things. This conversation doesn't concern you. Spirit sounds like my mother some times. Then came a simple statement across my screen. A friend wasn't feeling well. So instead of getting all kinds of verbally involved I just did what I do. From what I understand he is some better. Thank God! His work is so important and he is going to knock himself out one of these days working to hard.

The Reality of Photographs

How many of you have ever looked at a photograph and thought there is no way that can be real? With all the photo shop capabilities and airbrushing going on these days, photographs can not be trusted. Images of people with muscles, even tans with flawless skin, shapes almost inhuman happen so regularly we barely notice how fake they are.
When taking film of any kind, ghosts and paranormal things cannot be trusted. Photographic evidence just isn't reliable. Some say psychics are the least reliable in the paranormal field. I beg to differ. A psychic will have proof of result if what they do is correct. A photograph can no longer be proof of anything these days. The amount of people trying to gain attention through the extraordinary and bizarre has reached epidemic proportions.

Lightening Struck Tree

My neighbors have a tree that has been sitting dead in their yard for 2 years. Lightening struck it. I would love to have some of the trunk of it to make my own drum. I believe this is probably the only way I will be happy with a drum. I have played other drums but nothing feels right and I would love to have my own energy into it. I can only hope the tree is not bug eaten if and when they ever get around to taking it down.