Boy did I need this time. Im learning how to be myself again. I have found that I can be very happy being me. I will have to remember to be myself all the time. I am tired of trying to be someone else "as expected". Fuck that shit! Love me for who I am or dont. Do not try and force me to be someone I am not. I might be stupid enough to give it a try but I can place a bet 100 to 1 that not only will I fail, but you wont like the results either.