here is a poem I wrote when I realized the god of my following no longer loved me
Wand'ring in this dessert sun
Lookin' round theres nowhere to run
Waving sand and heated wind
All I can do is remember when
Blisterd souls in arid sky
How I wish my heart could cry
To quench this thirst that dwells within
And all that comes with loving him
Burning ashes turn to dust
Smold'ring fire you cannot trust
Simplified agony
How I wish he's come back to me
Losing ones faith is traumatic and soul wrenching. Like the phoenix, I came from the ashes of that despair and became what I am today. I am vibrant and whole. I am no longer brow beaten to think I am nothing without something else.
...and now, I am glad to be without him.
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