the title of witch is so ominous. the idea of being a witch and what a real witch is isnt what i am. a real witch is mostly self concerned. a neo witch is that which the christian defines as witch, rebellious against the church and authority practicing gifts not recognised by the church regardless of intention. i am not even sure about that title. shaman is a title that is given by a tribe to a person so that doesnt apply as i have no tribe.
i am mostly unaware of how my gifts are used. people tell me i heal them just by being around them. i know i practice obtaining a constant inflow of positive energy. i also practice traveling to other worlds to obtain knowledge for the betterment of self and others. i see and talk to spirits. i am so empathic i spend most of my time alone because being around people can be draining because i dont know how to turn it off. i recognize there is more than one god but i follow no god becuse it creates turmoil within me to choose one over another.
i am a simple woman living in a simple place with not so simple spiritual matters. i wish i had a purpose and a direction with it. definition is so hard to accept and understand. i am growing impatient with this rut i am in but have no idea how to get out of it.
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