I have been going through some pretty serious trauma drama lately. In trying not to go overboard with emotions, I listen for the constant voice. You know the one? The never changing constant in the midst of all the massive choices to make in times of trouble. It goes against everything I want to do but I know it is the right thing to do. Wait, be still, give it time, look for positive, love and do not hate or curse, are all things that have stayed the same.
In trying to level my heart and still my mind I have decided to go on medications to help me through this tough time. I don't expect I will need to be on them forever. They have blocked much of my ability to reach out and connect with some spirits, which I suppose might be a good thing that I not feel everything around me. It is time for me to deal with me and not everyone else. In this time I have also learned just how much people rely on me for their well being and are not my friends.
For those of you who are sticking by me and supporting me in my personal time of need, Thank You! and for those of you who are in need of my talents, please be patient. I don't want to damage myself trying to help you.
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