Rock

I went to the underworld last evening to determine if rocks have spirits or if they are dwelled in by a spirit. Depending on the lore, people have said it can go either way, so I chose to find out for myself.

I drifted down as I always do then stretched my mind out to my subject. I wanted to just ask and get an answer. What I got was an infusion. My spirit melded with the rock and I became everything the rock was. I was sore and stiff. What surprised me is that I was very very very angry. I was trying to move but couldn't. I was trying to breath but couldnt. I was trying to do anything! but couldnt. Then I began to feel as if someone had banished me there. like I was cursed or in a punishment. The question I asked next would give me only more questions. "was it always this way?" the answer was "yes". Then I left that where is was and came back.

I have never felt so sorry for a quest and never so perplexed of the answers I got. I still dont know if the rock is a spirit or if the spirit lives in the rock. What I do know is that its angry, frustrated, and wants to be free. I felt it more male than female also. Dirt feels female, water feels female, rock?....most certainly male. Now I wonder if earthquakes are the built anger and strength gained to move itself. this is something to ponder. If rock ever becomes mobile I would not want to be around or have it dislike me for any reason.