Today was a day of sadness for me. I realized that I have no family left. They are alive and well (most of them) but I cannot sit by and act like I am a part of them. Bigotry, hate, zealots, total consumption of everything I am not. For some it is easy being the "black sheep" but for me its very sad. I have a twin who I love more than anything and my twin has grown into a monster. Hate has consumed him. I feel like 1/2 of me has died.
When I wrote "I am but one who stands alone" I thought I was writing about my beliefs. It would seem it was more of a prophesy of my relationship status with my family.
For the love of all that is was and ever will be, I will not go back on what I believe for the sake of family. For the love that is was and always will be I will hope....one day....things will change for the better
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