The blackest of all jaguars with the brightest of green eyes. She hunted and prowled waited and watched. When she knew I was ready she jumped me. Having her within me, as me, teaching me how strong she is and allowing me to experience how I can be if I choose to shift my ways. She has never left me and protected me in my time of need. She has taught me that I need to think for myself and forget about the ways of others. I am unique, like none other. As I lost my vision and my way, she sent other guides to teach me about the journey I am on and the path I have chosen. They are minors among the major. All of my teachers have had some aspect of her.
I feel her today as I maneuver a relationship of distrust and disgust. She has jumped in front of me and showed me that I do not have to be harmful to be angry and there is more power in being myself. She teaches me to be calculated and planned, creating a balance that will not upset my surroundings. She has taught me to put away childish reactions that will allow my want and need to escape me.
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